There are so many things I’ll never tell you  

So I’ll just sit here and lie to your face 

Tell you that I’m over you, that it was just a phase 

That I only see you as a friend 

That my feelings for you have changed 

“It was just a little crush.” 

At least that’s what I told you 

I know I’ll never be the girl in your book 

Not like in my dreams at least 

Although, you’ll forever be the girl in mine 

But I will continue to hope and dream until your feelings for me are the same 

Until you see me the way I see you and hope it will never change 

No, we never dated 

No, you still don’t feel the same 

But I can’t seem to get over you  

Oh God, how I wish these feelings would change 

Disintegrate. 

Disappear. 

But anytime someone mentions your name or anything remotely close to it 

I can’t help but think of you 

Because in every version of my book you fall for me 

In every version it’s not some other girl you’re head over heels for 

It’s me.