In the night, no one is near.
Not a single soul to hear.
My crying, weeping mind,
Swallows me whole, again.
My mind wanders at night, to unforgivable thoughts,
But the love in my heart will sink across.
Flowing freely, like a beautiful tune,
Or forever trapped? Like a deadly wound.
You tricked me. Said yes, then gave me a reason to forgive.
Maybe next time I would want life,
With the daffodils and full of strife.
Skipping rocks across the lake,
My mind sinks deeper into a drowning state.
Thinking, pondering..
How will I ever be enough?
Why should I let my thoughts consume me?
Maybe, just maybe, there will be someone beyond.
Waiting, and waiting..
And when I get there, standing before them,
Then maybe I would be loved,
Like a beautiful Sunday cartoon.
