Who am I?

I don’t know who I am

I am so scared

I don’t know who I love

The one I love I can’t have

And the one I have I don’t love

And no one seems to give a damn about me

No one can see the pain in my eyes

Or the tears on my cheeks

I feel so forgotten

The world has looked me over believing that I don’t need anything

I have been through a lot

And it is seen as though I should just not have anything

Which is in a way a blessing

Nothing else bad is going to happen

Or at least I hope

So nothing will happen

But my heart is constantly hurting and my head is constantly confused

The things I want I can’t have

Not want

Or Need

But I am just physically not able to obtain it

Because someone is always more destined to receive the greater things than I am

Just because I am who I am

But the thing is

I don’t know who I am

Who am I?